Minsan na  kaming naghiwalay, minsan na akong bumitaw sa kanya,
Hindi ko na muling gagawin pa yun, isa yung sa pinakamalaking pagkakamali na nagawa ko, ang iwan siya at piliin ang iba. Sobrang swerte ko sa kanya. Siya yung tipo ng tao na hindi susuko, hindi bibitaw kahit alam niyang hindi na niya kaya lalaban pa din siya kasi nagmamahal siya. Totoo siya magmahal, malinis ang hangarin niya, buong-buo siya magmahal, akala ko mawawala na siya matapos ko siyang bitawan pero nagstay siya, hindi niya ako iniwan, kasi nangako daw siya, ang swerte ko sa kanya. :')


Minahal ko siya ng walang kapantay noon, minahal ko siya ng walang hinihinging kapalit. Minahal ko siya noon na halos kahit mabalewala ako, wala akong pakiealam basta ang alam ko mahal ko siya. Hanggang umabot ako sa sukdulan, umabot ako sa puntong "HINDI KO NA KAYA, HINDI NA PATAS." Nagbago ako, nakipagsabayan ako sa kanya. Pero sa panahong yun dun niya binigay lahat, dun niya pinaramdam lahat, kung kelan huli na ang lahat. Ibang-iba na ako noon, halos di ko na namamalayan na nasasaktan na pala siya. Dumating na din sa punto na iba na yung nagpapasaya sakin, pinili ko yung taong yun, pero iniwan lang ako.

Ngayon, siya na ulit kasama ko. Siya na ulit yung katuwang ko, HINDING-HINDI KO NA BIBITAWAN TO. Siguro hindi lang talaga para sa amin yung oras at panahon na yun, pero ngayon sinisigurado ko na HINDI NA MAUULIT ANG NANGYARI NOON, MAS MAGIGING MATATAG AT MASAYA NA KAMI NGAYON. :)

One day, I'll fade.
Fade in everyone's memories,
Fade in everyone's eyes,
Fade in everyone's hearts,
Fade in the world where I used to stay for years.

Before I fade, I'll make them happy.
I'll make them proud of me.
I'll make them smile and remember me. 

I know that one day, they'll wake up without remembering me.
It's because I already fade. I'm already gone.
But I'll make sure that before it happen,
they'll never forget the day they spent with me. 

God gave me strength to live in this world,
He gave me courage to fight through wars.
But He just gave me enough time to finish my business.
When that time ends, I'll fade.

No one will ever see me again.
No one will hear my voice again.
No one will see my face again.
Only in their memories and in their recorders.

God will end it sooner or later.
We should be ready, I should be ready.
Let's do good deeds before time runs out.
Let'd be happy before life ends.
Let's make some more memories before we fade.
Before I fade. 

It's been 2 months since the day that She broke my heart. 
Now I'm feeling better now. 
I feel free. 
I feel happy. 
I feel blessed.
I feel loved by those people around me who didn't let me down, the one who cheers me up. 


Moved on, I guess? 
I stopped chasing.
I stopped hoping.
I stopped crying.
But what I want is to stop loving. 
But I can't, my heart just don't want stop.
I'll just love her without expecting love in return. 

She keeps on ignoring me, 
Well, It's okay.
What would I expect? 
She'll talk to me? 
She'll entertain me?
Like what she used to do before.
Stop expecting, just go with the flow. 

Live life without her,
Enjoy life.
Accept the fact, that everything has changed.
That's how will you grow.
Having the strength and courage to accept the truth.
Having the strength and courage to accept changes.

I let go of everything. :) 

True Friends. True Friends, They don't leave, they stay. Through GOOD or BAD times. They'll serve as your handkerchief when you cry,  They'll serve as your partner when you do crazy things.  True Friends, They'll give you strength when you're in pain. They'll cheer you up when you're sad. They'll teach you how to fight.  True Friends, They we're the one whose willing to stay, WHATEVER happens between your friendship.  They won't get affected in whatever issues that will come between your friendship. They won't LEAVE whatever happens, they won't HURT you, they won't DESTROY you, they'll NEVER bring you down.  I'm so blessed to have them in my life. So Blessed to be with them, and to their friend.

Hi (insert name here),

How are you? Hope you're doing fine. Hope you're happy. Hope you're not in pain. 
Thank you for the memories. Thank you for everything. Thank you for making me happy.
Thank you for making me important to you, thank you for taking care of me. Thank you for loving me. 

Our love story fades, your love for me fades. And now my feelings for you starting to change. I guess it's starting to fade.. It stopped hoping that you'll come back to me. 

It's been months already since the day that you decided to end it up, It's been a very hard struggle for me to move on, but I did. Like what you've told me, that I can be happy even without you. I thought I can't but I prove myself wrong coz' now I'm happy. I tried to be happy. I tried to be strong, I tried everything WITHOUT YOU. And I did. But still, there's a part of me looking and chasing for you. There's still a space in my heart longing for you. 

Enough of dramas. I know you're quite happy now with the one you truly love. I'm happy that after all, you still love each other and end up being with each others arm. True Love, I guess. Both of you we're so lucky to have each other. I envy the both of you. But, I know that someday I'll find the right one for me. 

Know what, I still remember those days that we're happy with each other. We used to tease each other, laugh with each other, and a lot more.. We used to be so happy. I didn't expect we'll end like that. But everything happens for a reason right? People come and go to teach us lessons in life. I learned a lot from you. You changed me either. Thank you for that.

In that 5 months that we've been together, I treasured every moment I spent with you. I've been so happy, so jolly, so lucky. Hope that you we're happy too, in those months. 

I think I'm okay now, I'm happy now. Thank you for letting go of me. I'm used to it that you're not in my side. I thought you wouldn't leave me, I thought you won't run away from me, but you did.. I just need to settle myself away from you. It was hard for me to accept everything, but I have to. 


Life is so unfair, Life is full of things that you wouldn't understand. But Life must go on, Right? Live life, and enjoy! 

Now, I'm serving God. It's my commitment. This is where I found my happiness. With Him, with Them. 

Hope that someday, we'll see each other again without hard feelings and unsaid words. Be happy, Be strong. Tell me stories someday uh? Hope to see you soon.

It's just a dream,
It end so fast,
It fade so easy,
It's gone already,

It's been 28 days since you the day you let go of me. I can still remember those days when you USED to be mine. When we used to be together, we're so happy before. But now it fades, It's gone. I'm moving on, and letting the pain go away. I'm trying to be happy, I'm trying to live without you. I'm trying to do those things we used to do together, ALONE. I know that this is the end of our story, the end of our fairytale, the end of my most beautiful and precious dream. Hope that one day, I woke up and said "My dream do come true, AGAIN."

Now you're just a part of my dream, the star of my dream. No. I was wrong, you we're my dream. It's done, It ends so fast. Tears washed all the pain away, I wish I could go back in time and give up on you before I knew it was too late.


It's between Chance and Choice. A chance to stay and a choice to GO. And I choose LETTING GO.

I need to go my friend, I need to say goodbye. I need to rest, I need to be HAPPY.

Goodluck & Sweetdreams to you. I'll missyou. :*

I wish that it was easy to let go. </3

Moving on? It's not what I want, It's not what I need.

I did everything, I'll fight..
  Even it's hurts me so much,

I sacrificed, I'll make sure it's worth it. :')
  Even it kills me to fight for someone.

She falls out of love,
  but I fell in love so deeply.

I wish, I wish, I wish,
 We could be together again...

I act like I don't care, I act like it doesn't hurt. That's the only thing I can do. PRETEND. I always sit in silence and cry in pain. Wala naman kasi akong magawa eh, I'm not strong enough to face those things na nakakasakit sakin. I need to be strong, I need to fight, but it seems like may humihila sakin pababa. I need to think positive, pero reality brings me down. But all through this things, I know God will stay beside me, I know He is always there for me. I'll be strong, I need to be strong. :')

I've been hurt so many times, Cried a lot of tears, and fake my smile once in a while.
It came to a point that I've fell in love with someone, and hurt the one who loves me so much. I was confused, I was hurt, I was broke. I don't know what to do, but one person made me smile and never let me fake those smiles. She loved me, She fell in love with me, She liked me, but all I did was ignore her feelings. She left me once, she left me twice, then I realized that She's the one. I chose her.

I left the other one, I hurt the other one, I almost killed the heart of the other one, but I don't know to do. I fell out of  love, I woke up and told myself, Enough is enough. I loved you, but you fooled me. I gave you everything, but you threw it all away. I did everything, but you only did was ignore me. I changed, you changed. You regret, I accept. You did everything, I appreciated it. But you can't erase the fact that you only made me cry. Yes, you retrieved all my efforts given, but it's too late. Too late to give all you love.

These words came up to me. These words broke her heart and made her cry. But I can't do anything, I've loved the other, and completely fall in love with her.




It's all worth it, She never fails to make me smile, she never fails to make me laugh. She always sing, and say those words that I love to hear. We never fight, we never argue. She's worth it for my tears, she's worth it of everything. I love her more than she knows it. I love her with all my heart, and all my life. #BABE #fifteen #Darling

I'M ALL YOURS. :* ♥  

                                                         ~Mariiaaaaaa. :) 

Forever, nag-eexist ka ba?

 "FOREVER" 
By: The Ambassadors 

I may burn out like a candle and 
I may pass away 
I may fall just like a shooting star 
My heart will stay 
I'll be yours until forever, 
Forever I'll be true to the promise 
I have made from the day that 
I found you
Forever your in my heart 
Even if were apart 

I say, forever I'll be yours
Forever I love you 
I say, forever I'll be yours 
Forever I'll be true
My love will never fade away
Even if I'll die and 
I will love you until the end of time 
Even without your smile 

So hear me please I beg you
Don't walk away I need you
Just stay with me and be by my side
Take my hand and we'll work it out

Until, forever I'll be yours 
Forever I love you 
I say, forever I'll be yours 
Forever I'll be true 
My love will never fade away 
Even if I'll die now 
I love you until the end of time 
Even without your smile 

So hear me please 
I beg you 
To stay...



Bakit sa kantang to may salitang STAY?
Bakit sa kantang to nagmamaka'awa siyang mag-stay yung taong mahal niya? 
Wala kasing forever para sa dalawang nagmamahalan eh. It's either iiwan or mang-iiwan. 
Let's accept the fact na lahat tayo masasaktan, at lahat tayo aasa nalang dyan sa FOREVER na yan. Possible ang forever, pero yun yung FOREVER kang magmamahal sa isang taing HINDI KA NA MAHAL. TANGA AT MARTYR KUMBAGA, PERO SILA YUNG MGA TAONG TOTOO MAGMAHAL. :'> 



                                                                               ~EmIbanez.<//3