A letter to my ex..

Hi (insert name here),

How are you? Hope you're doing fine. Hope you're happy. Hope you're not in pain. 
Thank you for the memories. Thank you for everything. Thank you for making me happy.
Thank you for making me important to you, thank you for taking care of me. Thank you for loving me. 

Our love story fades, your love for me fades. And now my feelings for you starting to change. I guess it's starting to fade.. It stopped hoping that you'll come back to me. 

It's been months already since the day that you decided to end it up, It's been a very hard struggle for me to move on, but I did. Like what you've told me, that I can be happy even without you. I thought I can't but I prove myself wrong coz' now I'm happy. I tried to be happy. I tried to be strong, I tried everything WITHOUT YOU. And I did. But still, there's a part of me looking and chasing for you. There's still a space in my heart longing for you. 

Enough of dramas. I know you're quite happy now with the one you truly love. I'm happy that after all, you still love each other and end up being with each others arm. True Love, I guess. Both of you we're so lucky to have each other. I envy the both of you. But, I know that someday I'll find the right one for me. 

Know what, I still remember those days that we're happy with each other. We used to tease each other, laugh with each other, and a lot more.. We used to be so happy. I didn't expect we'll end like that. But everything happens for a reason right? People come and go to teach us lessons in life. I learned a lot from you. You changed me either. Thank you for that.

In that 5 months that we've been together, I treasured every moment I spent with you. I've been so happy, so jolly, so lucky. Hope that you we're happy too, in those months. 

I think I'm okay now, I'm happy now. Thank you for letting go of me. I'm used to it that you're not in my side. I thought you wouldn't leave me, I thought you won't run away from me, but you did.. I just need to settle myself away from you. It was hard for me to accept everything, but I have to. 


Life is so unfair, Life is full of things that you wouldn't understand. But Life must go on, Right? Live life, and enjoy! 

Now, I'm serving God. It's my commitment. This is where I found my happiness. With Him, with Them. 

Hope that someday, we'll see each other again without hard feelings and unsaid words. Be happy, Be strong. Tell me stories someday uh? Hope to see you soon.

 Truly Yours,

EX.

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