Days, Weeks, Months, and Years passed. Everything begun to be different, everything went wrong.
Distance destroy the faith, distance destroy the loyalty. Distance destroyed everything.
I thought it will last forever, I thought that this won't stop and we'll fight till the end.
But I was wrong.
Your Loyalty,
Your Love,
The Trust,
The Hope,
Your Promises,
Our Dreams,
They were all GONE.
They all faded away.
This time, the only thing I can do is to accept what had happened to you, me, and US.
You Changed,
I changed,
The relationship went out wrong. All of it was wrong.
I realized that love is not the only thing that really matters, but the loyalty, words, actions, and acceptance matters the most. I love you, I will always will. But this time I have to fix myself, I need to be me again.
This imperfect love changed me, this non-lasting relationship broke me, your love shattered me, your promises destroyed me, your false hopes killed me.
We let go, we surrender, we ended up what we started.
You told me that after this you might come back to me whenever you see the old me again,
You told me that no one can replace me,
You told me that you won't love anyone more than you love me,
I want to believe, I still want to hold on, I still want to hope,
But I want to be happy, maybe someday we can fix this again. But it will only happen, if you will never let your heart fall more in love with her. It will only happen, if you let your heart choose me and love me again more than you love her.
But for now, I 'll fix myself on my own. I'll find my happiness alone.
And this should be,
Done.
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